omori ひきこもり

im omori and i fap and play old games

sometimes i think im too fat, but it's not like anybody will see me anyway

abs would look kinda cool though

at times i feel lonely but i try really hard not to think about it

what would happen if i died today?

how long would it take for someone to notice?

would anyone even go to my funeral?

probably not

but that's my fault too i guess

i like wearing my socks inside-out, but if people knew that they'd just make fun of me

if i wore black socks, no one would be able to tell

...theoretically of course

omori is short for hikikomori (ひきこもり)

the first three letters also correspond with those of my creator

she must think she's so clever

w-waifu...

mama says i have a disease

she says it's hard to help to someone who doesn't answer

but i don't need help

everyone else just thinks i do

how hard do you think it is

for a kid to grow up when it's got no one to look up to?

i'm don't really like water so i'd rather not shower

i still think i smell better than most ひきこもりbut its not like i've ever met any

if i stay here, i can be whatever i want to be

if i leave this place, i'll have to accept my limitations as a human

and i just don't think i'm ready to do that yet

whats the point of going to school if i can just learn everything on the internet?

god

why is everything so

fucking

boring

just because i like to hide my feelings doesn't mean i don't have any

it's all my fault...

it's all my fault...

it's all my fault...

WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE BUT IT GOES TO WWAAAASSTEEee

COULD IT BE WOOOOOORRSSEEEEEeeeee? ♪

too bad saving the world isn't as easy as these games make it out to be

bleep bloop

the great thing about living on a blog is that i don't have to pay rent

if i have to change myself to live, i think i'll be content with just existing

why am i

so weak?

all these old memories never really stop messing with us, do they?

what if my imaginary friends are the ones that are real?

what if i'm the one who's imaginary?

aand heres to -hic- not fukcin thsi yearr up asb ad as th lsat one,,,,

my mama always told me if i was kind, considerate, and forgave others, good things would happen

what a load of bullshit

all i did was waste my childhood and give the other kids my face to step on

it sucks to live in a world where nice guys finish last

i'm just a waste of space

i' _ _ o _ i _ _ , _ a _ a

!

you...

(hint: it's too bright in here; drag me into the dark)

right

we all find excuses to keep existing even when we'd rather not

choosing to feel pain over feeling nothing at all

...

humans are so stupid

nothing is ever a big deal if you don't let it be

i am a cocoon

#1 the smiths- please, please, please

#2 imogen heap- speeding cars

#3 coldplay- fix you

#4 don mclean- american pie

#5 foster the people- helena beat

ice cream...

the closest i've been to being happy is being asleep

fucking neighbors...

where am i going?

anything fun is just a distraction from how much the world actually sucks

how are you supposed to cheer up if you don't know why you're sad in the first place?

in my world, i am a god

bad kitty!

y'know

i wouldn't really mind going outside that much if everyone else wasn’t so stupid

life would be so much better if i didn't look like a potato

no way